I wished I made a journal yesterday my first day registered with diary land. As I go in and begin to think about what I had planned to say I realized my mood is so much more positive today. I often feel it changes with the shift of the wind� and so between yesterday and today I have two completely different outlooks on life. So here�s the thing. I have a journal at home but have decided to try something new here. I�ve had a journal for the majority of my life -ever since before I was 10 years old. Amazing I can remember back that far at times. My first one had a Hello Kitty on it � that would be over 25 years ago! Keeping a journal was always my way of putting my life into perspective. I needed that considering how often I had to move as a child. We were a military family constantly on the move. So writing was something I could do no matter where we lived.
Thank God for modern times though. I enjoy being on the computer and typing so it was time to go electronic. Friends have always told me I should go to an on-line diary, but I never took the time to do it. So here I sit (at work) and getting myself started. This should work out really well for me. I can type really fast and almost prefer it to writing anymore. So here I go.
I needed a new place to express my thoughts and opinions about life, my life in particular. It seems wrong to want to talk about me, but I�ve learned too that I�ve sacrificed my own well-being for way too long and it�s about time that its all about me. I am also a Libra � I think that helps to describe why I think the way I do. I�m constantly weighing things out and trying to keep things fair. I often put myself in other people�s shoes to try and understand why or how they are thinking.
I�m 37 years old. Mother of two girls. I�m 5�4� and need to lose weight, but the again I am not single, in fact I�m married for almost 11 years. Not that being married causes weight gain, but let�s face it.....when you are single you keep the weight off to keep the heads turning your way. I can still turn heads, but I do often wish I were single just so I could be completely free to roam about this earth as I please. I don�t feel my children hold me back from the things I really want to do in life, I feel my husband does. And not until just recently he had no clue I felt that way.
Unfortunately I opened up to a total stranger before my husband. Okay so it wasn't really just anyone that I opened up to. It was a man. A co-worker. A married male co-worker. We used to flirt. Then we started talking and realized we had a few things in common. One in particular was that we were two people who enjoyed getting attention and weren�t 100% happy with our marriages. Bad combination.
11:03 a.m. - 2005-03-30
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