What goes around comes around.. Well before I forget to get this entry in before the weekend... I'll type fast and edit later. Last night my girl, L and I went out to happy hour again. We ended up at her �flings� apartment. Well.....the bar below technically.
She was hoping he would invite her upstairs. But he didn't. This guy is smart.. he doesn't want to start anything with her because he's afraid it will get too involved and lives will be ruined. Very smart man indeed. And, he's right. He's already been given the shitty end of the stick before from his ex. She cheated on him is what I mean.
He tries to just "hang" out with us for fun. I guess it makes him look good�and that's harmless, he's good company. He just wants to live life and die peacefully. But L want's more� not to mention all of his attention. She gets really jealous very easily.
Last night (this is almost funny) I pointed out a blonde that walked into the bar and said "oh wow I love her hair" it was colored like mine, but styled much better. She was dressed rather provocative�but I wasn't looking at that. L thought i was trying to get him to look at the other blonde (cause ��.he did look). Anyway - that pissed her off to no end. That happened about 8:00. She started accusing me of ruining her night and was saying negative things to me about it�. I told her to keep it up and I was out of there. She apologized and straightened up a little bit. But�. once again, she was drunk. It was a perfect opportunity to get out of there early anyway. I was gone by 9:00!
Needless to say she's hung-over today. And I�m not.
Now on another matter. I�m not sure I mentioned this yesterday�or if I even made an entry. I got my test results back and they were negative on everything. I feel bad though because Poor R has to still go through all of this stuff � medical tests and then treatment. Truth is.. even knowing he has it doesn�t keep me away from him. Never will. It�s a chance I�m willing to take. He means a lot to me. It�s just good to know my girls are NOT affected in any way.
So I remember that I did make an entry yesterday about R�s dream. I pasted in his dream from my e-mail and pointed out that I was disappointed that I wasn�t in the picture. Still am I guess, but more importantly was that I asked him what his wife, �c� thought about it. I thought she would be thrilled that it showed how much he was committed to his family. So when he told me he had told her the dream last night and she laughed about it, I was surprised. He said all he could think about was how concerned I was for him when he told me.
Maybe she didn�t realize what kind of affect this dream had on him, but I did. I could tell as I was reading it that it hit him hard and deep. I just wished it could have been me to be there for him. I even felt a little selfish telling him I was disappointed I wasn�t even in it. But its just me dreaming for something that isn�t. He�s such a compassionate person and I just get the feeling she doesn�t appreciate that as much as I do. What is there to say about that? So I say nothing except that I�m sorry she laughed about it.
3:53 p.m. - 2005-06-03
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