We are going to Disney?? WHAT???
Okay...so last week Sam and I met Lori out for drinks. She begged us to go to Disney. By Friday the tickets were booked.
We flew to Orland, Saturday February 25th and came home Wednesday March 1st. Unbelievable.
Saturday we laid low just enjoying the area and the resort - the Fountains.
Sunday we went to Animal Kingdom -which was great. Rode the Himalayan and did the safari. 2 cool.
Monday was Magic Kingdom. Went on Space Mountain and a few others... just awesome.
Tuesday was Blizzard Beach. Not even close to being crowded - high water slide and unbelievable weather. One of our hottest days - mid 80's.
Wednesday we hung around the pool and had drinks till we had to jump off to the airport around 3:30. So bummed to come back home.
Thursday - back to work.
Sarah was so upset with us for going, and Rachel could care less. They were fine when we said good bye to them Friday, but when Sarah started looking at my pics on Thursday morning (2 hour school delay due to ice storm) she got upset. "You guys go to all the fun places without us" she cried.
Sooo....this weekend we are taking her and Rachel to Baltimore Inner Harbor. She will like that.
When I got back to work on Thursday I had several e-mails from pvest. Funny because on the way back from the BWI Wednesday LATE Wednesday night Sam and I talked about our lives. I talked about how much I liked pvest and enjoy staying in touch with old co-workers there. Although I told him I was embarrassed over the relationship I had with Rod. I felt foolish in so many ways when that came to an end and even more so now remembering all the things that went through my head. Things I allowed to run through my head. And now that its in my past and I can see how ridiculous it was...I'm so embarrassed. BUT...I did learn several really good lessons and that's whats important.
So when I got back Thursday I had several e-mails, but one of them was an e-mail from Mr. Glass. How ironic. I was very reluctant to open it, but I did. I told Sam first that I had it though..
Sam's reply was kind of funny, but I could tell he was "testing" me to see what I would do or say. He said "gee wonder if his ears were ringing..." But then he added that maybe I had to ask myself how much do I still care about him to even open it or reply. LOL It was never about that. But Sam knows my relationship with Rod all started through e-mail. So it was understandable he was nervous. I hit auto preview to read it without Rod knowing. It simply said "been a long time, but I need help" I pretty much figured it was work related so I dismissed any worries I had that he was trying to see what I've been up to.
I said "been out, what's up" he replied with "figured it out. Admin is lacking. Sometimes I wish you were back here with all the answers" I said well ask anytime, but I'm not sure what all I remember anymore. And that was it.
Poor Sam...he finally admitted that he was a "tad" jealous. He was so worried about me replying I just know it. But the truth here is I needed to respond to assure Rod and to myself that I feel absolutely nothing for him anymore. He's just someone I once worked with. That's how I responded. I put the embarrassing moment out of my mind. Wished they hadn't happened, but I can always go on pretending they never did. I could care less if he hates me, or is eating his heart out because he means nothing. Sam is the light of my life and the most perfect man I have ever met. It was nice to see that he thought he could make me feel compelled NOT to reply to Rod even though I chose to ignore the warning he was heading, lol. I just like knowing he's not a pushover every now and then. Just an absolutely perfect and agreeable man. And incredible lover.
2:01 p.m. - 2006-03-03
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