2nd Interview. Woooo
Today I had my 2nd interview with PDE. It went very well - they even made comment that the parking is a waiting list, but not to be discouraged because with all the retiring folks the list will move fairly quickly.
Yes my hopes are up once again. Its even a promotion from my current position. I enjoy doing the interviews because these people really need an intelligent employee and are not afraid to mention that they feel I'm very knowledgeable. Better than being treated like a moron at my current office! Amen!
I'm at week 17 and everything's going well. I've had a few really tired nights where I went to bed at such an early time it seemed ridiculous. Guess it was just my body talking to me though.
On April 18th we find out what we are having. GOD I hope this ones a boy!! For a couple of reasons. Mostly because i've already experienced girls, and because I would LOVE to see Sam's name being carried on to a Samuel the 3rd. The other small reason would be to get a dig in at those who made comments about my ex never being "man" enough to produce a boy. An absurd statement, but just an extra dig I'd enjoy bragging about.
The girls are doing well. Sarah has her moments of drama and Rachel's becoming more and more of a social bug - more friends than I can count.
Work still sucks - but I'm sure I dont' have to say this.
Sam is still the most wonderful man in the world. Been putting up with the many moods of Linda. I'm up and I'm down. And he's always right there to keep me balanced. I was scared this past weekend when he said he was mad at me and that he ...and I quote... "can NEVER win with me" He was mad at me Saturday night because I blamed him for me falling asleep without sex, lol. I honestly did feel it was more his fault because when I take off my glasses and turn away from the TV I just felt that was enough of a sign to indicate...its time! Apparently not and I begin falling asleep waiting. So...when I fell asleep he said he was going back downstairs. Then I turned in a huff and stated "guess their won't be any sex tonight" - that pissed him off.
The next morning when I said good morning sweetie he didn't respond. I asked if he was still sleep and that's when he said he was pissed. My heart sank. I've become so dependant upon him I can't imagine a life without him. It took one comment to wake my ass up that morning. I was depressed the whole day - all I wanted to do was cry. He said things were okay since we discussed it, but they weren't okay with me because I just felt so bad. Still do. I don't want to be sad, but any thought of him throwing in the towell and walking out on me makes me feel horrible. I don't want to have to put up a guard ever again in my life. I always want to know just where I stand yet I don't want to hurt...that's when the guards come on duty.
Tough call. Still find myself thinking about that.
So trying not to think about that... Spring is just around the corner. Techncially it is already spring, but the ground is mostly yellow waiting to be green again. On the nice warm days you can smell things coming to bloom. New grass, new flowers and insects- eek.
We need to fix our back yard - the dog has about7 holes in the grass. It looks like a war zone. Soon we'll have the invisible fence in place and hopefully she won't feel so bored as to keep digging in the same holes all the time, but run around the yard and play.
Our neighbors Sam and Jen gave us their tramboline - we may get that together this weekend if the piece that broke last week was saudered together.
Other than that, things are A-OKAY. Still trying to sell the TransAM, Lori's still having her affair with that guy and getting as much plastic surgery as she can while she can afford it. Yikes!
2:02 p.m. - 2007-03-30
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