This will be somewhat short...
Saturday between 5-6 a.m. I woke up and weighed myself. I reached my diet goal of 155lbs!! That's 30lbs gone baby - Woohooo!!!! And - now time to change it to 10 pounds lower, hehe. Why stop here, right?
The baby was sick all weekend. Friday night he was up most of the night with high fevers. Saturday we had him at the ER to be treated for the Croup. He was running a rectal temp of 103.10 - pretty high though for a baby. And still trying to be pleasant - the poor little guy. Such a trooper.
We waited almost 3 hours at the ER. And not because the staff was behind, because the PHARMACY apparently was behind!! He recieved Tylenol, Amoxicillan, then Dexamehesone (steroid for the cough) and by 11:30pm we were finally back home. But he's doing much better - finally. Geesh.
Other than that - I'm still dealing with Sam's depression. I suggested the meds from his doctor because it seems he never smiles any more. He says he's okay, but he doesn't look it. When we talked about this Friday, he mentioned he would call a counselor to set up a time to meet (for both of us). I think he has yet to do that.
We both agreed that as a married couple things are NOT as we had envisioned them being right now. We clearly love each other very much.... but I dunno. I hated to ask him, but I had to know if he felt we should even be married. I think there's too much distrust already from this past year that's causing negative thoughts on both of our ends. And that came from a very vague discussion.
We need to speak to a counselor to figure out how to work past that.
Meanwhile I just keep smiling and hoping he'll return just one back to me. And he does - I just can't tell if his is forced too.
4:17 p.m. - 2008-04-07
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