Oh My GOD!! What a week. A very perfect week. Lunch every day with Rod. Yes, "R". Tired of using code names. No longer care about anyone getting ahold of this diary.
I'm on cloud nine. Lunch or at least seeing him every single day has just left me so in love. I know I need to be with this man on a permanent basis...or at least for now anyway!!
It won't be easy to get out of my marriage, but it will happen. I just can't be living there with him under these false pretenses anymore. I should probably just be honest and tell him I want to be with someone else. Right now it just happens to be Rod, but truthfully its ANYONE that isn't him...Maybe that he'll understand. Who knows for sure.
All I know is that it was just the best week I've had ever....and my thumb still hurts. I feel extremely intoxicated right now.... I just love what it feels like to be so in love... or lust or whatever this is, but I'm enjoying it for all that its worth. Who knows how long it'll last!!
He makes me so happy.
4:17 p.m. - 2005-06-24
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